I read my horoscope religiously. Not that I feel I need to follow what it says, and some days I forget and have to read it
a day late, just to see if it was accurate.
Lately my horoscope has a lot to do with money. I say, BRING IT ON!
Alas, I'm not seeing any influx of wealth, so I'm still keeping a look out for that.
I have been trying to redevelop
myself, lately, trying to change myself in minute ways so that I can be happy with the final result. It's hard to change
who you are. There's a great song by Sister Hazel named "Change Your Mind" and the lyric I love states "If
you're tired of fighting battles, with yourself, If you want to be somebody else, change your mind." They make it sound
We get ourselves into these ruts because we're comfortable with where we are, even if we're not. Make sense? Like a habit
we're trying to break, we know it may not be good for us but it's easier to stick with the habit than make the change for
the better. It's about having that comfort zone. Stepping outside of that is so scary sometimes, it's almost not worth it.
Ah, but I'm on this quest to live my truth, and sometimes that throws me WAY outside of my comfort zone. Sometimes
I have to say things, setting limits and boundaries, clearing misconceptions, things that I cannot believe are coming out
of my mouth, just to be true and honest with myself.
The Dalai Lama once said that Enlightenment didn't come easy,
and it's not a road lined with friends cheering you on, and you may even find it boring once you're there.
least I was warned.